This is for all the
people out there who feel the same with me. I wish I could help you.
Well, who am I ? I’m
just human like you. I’m just little girl. do you want to know my secret?
if you ask my family
about me, they would tell you that I’m just a girl who has a cheerful smile and
if you ask my friends about me, they would tell you that I’m just ordinary girl
who has ordinary life. They don’t even know me.
Don’t trust people
who talk about me because they don’t even know me. They just see me outside. Do
you really want to know my secret?
I’m self harms.
I cut myself since I
was 13 years old and I tried to kill myself when I was 9 years old. I’m very
disappointed with my life. Sometimes I think why am I still here? I just want
to go.
I was so lonely and
cold. No one understand me like he did. I have someone but he’s so far away
from me. And I feel so lonely, I’m so alone cause he’s not here. I promise to
myself I will never suicide anymore only if he could stay here with me. He’s
like my brother. I love him so much as a brother. I will never find someone
like him anymore. I need him. Ken backlund.
I’m 17 years old
now, never try to cut myself anymore. I saw Amanda Todd, she commited to
suicide, I saw her video too on youtube, and from that, I know I’m not alone
anymore. but something worse is she’s gone. So sad to know that.
I don’t want people
to cut theirself anymore or try to suicide. I know how it’s feel when I’m
alone. I know. I really do. But please, don’t do that anymore. I’m just trying
not to do that anymore cause I don’t want to see people who love me get hurt
because I cut myself.
If you are self
harms. You’re in deep trouble. You feel so alone. Lonely. You think there’s no
one understand you. You feel like there’s nobody loves you. Look at me, I’m
here for you. we are really the same. I know how you feel. I can feel the way
you feel. Maybe life is so much hard for us but take a look, everything would
be easy together. You are here for a reasons. Don’t give up. We are here for a
reasons.
If you wanna talk
with me. just inbox me on facebook or talk with me on Twitter, or you can send me email. I would like to help
you. solve your problems. And be there for you. think about it. Talk with me, I
wish I could make you feel better. If you feel so alone, or you just think that
nobody loves you, look at me. I’m your friend now. And I will always be there
for you.
My facebook : Ocha
Patricia Lovato Hillenburg
My Twitter :
@ochagaga
With Love,
Ocha patricia lovato
hillenburg
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